Wow so it´s been a long time since i´ve updated i´m sorry.
alot of things have occupied my mind time and energy. i journal alot and it´s exhausting so i hardly find extra time to tipe it all out again.
alot has been happening lately god has changed my heart in such an intense and deep way i am absonutely amazed.
the last two weeks of lectrure before christmasbreak where the best for me i think. the topic was all about the holy spirit and he did show up and transformed lives. it is crazy how many people get freaked out by the holy spirit and shut down and run from him, but he is so essential to our life and we totaly felt saw and experienced him.
the two things i´ve always stuggeled with he has confirmed truth into my life: i´m beautiful and i´m loved. again and again. the speaker said it, countless students and also staff, my family people in my church, but i still had such a hard time believing it fully. Until one normal tuesday morning the spreaker called me up in one of his workshops and peolple poured encouragements over me. then he said you know whant you are you are a diamond. whoo it all swooped into my heart and i couldn´t help but laughed sobbed and jumped all at the same time overwhelmed with the truth flooding deep into my heart. i can honesl´tly say i´m a different person now, i know how real god is, how much love he has for us and that it is a choise to walk in it. i choose to recieve it daily now and it is more important to me than anything this world can offer.
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