Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Kerusso

So this is pretty much the most hard to describe season of my life. This might be the reason why i´ve been lacking to post here.
Still i will try to reflect some of the amazing things God is doing and teaching me ind the School of the Kingdom.

Kerusso (greek)
  1. to be a herald, to officiate as a herald
    1. to proclaim after the manner of a herald
    2. always with the suggestion of formality, gravity and an authority which must be listened to and obeyed
  2. to publish, proclaim openly: something which has been done
  3. used of the public proclamation of the gospel and matters pertaining to it, made by John the Baptist, by Jesus, by the apostles and other Christian teachers
This is what our school is based on. Which thinking about it blows my mind that i´m doing it. I never saw myself as a preacher and even less as an evangelist. But i am so thankful that God is teachi´ng me better and i can let go of my religiouse perspective i had and see the liberty that comes with being natural und myself walking in confidence and knowing who i am and who God is and what it means to live in the Kingdom Cultre. The lecture phase of my school is nearly over and outreach phase is comeing nearer each day. It seems still so unreal because we still need the finances to go. I felt i should make and sell art and jewelery and through that i got alot of support and i could give some away to others in need. So now i could pay my lecture phase which is a miracle in itself. But Outreach will be another 1500 € and i really appreciate that you stand with me in prayer so that our team can go and do Gods will ind Brasil.
The places we will go to are in high expectation of us comening and are preparing conferences for us to teach. Oh my i need His help. Today i had a vision of a huge croud of brasilians and we where teaching. i told Victoria (who is on my awesome team) thinking it was just my imagination going crazy but she had the exact same Vision at the same time.
So if that is what God has for us i don´t want to doubt that he will break through in finances.

Appart from that, God is teaching me alot about my identity. The question "who am i" was pushed aside way to much and i´m in the process of uprooting lies, insecurities and fals views on God. I am getting to know myself more that it feels good but i know it is best for me.
I could go into detail what he is teaching me and how but it´s so much and every single day something new comes a new revalation a new sinde of my spirit a new breakthrough new tears new joy and new wild flowers to discover. I can finaly earnestly say that i love life right now and i can´t put into words how much i´m amazed by God and how much he moves when we choose to let go of what we think is controll and trust in him alone. A jealouse God. Because it is best for us to obay him. His one and only motive is Love.

Last weekend we whent to the Czch Republic and worked with a curch there and did prophetic evangilism. It was amazing how He lead us to people gave u words, some got healed some asked Jesus into their life
and many others came with us and asked questions and where attracted by our joy and didn´t leafe till late at night and came with us every where we went till the departure at the trainstation we had a big group of the most random people following us. It was probably how Jesus and his deciples felt when the whole town followed them around. I believe that is a part of the Kingdom we can carry and bring to hopeless places like that little town in Czech. It was incredible to see how lifes where changed within 2 days and we realy didn´t need many words but out actions, laughter, joy, art, music and friendship spoke for itself and made the difference. Why would i ever want something else to life for than the Kingdom?

summernight in herrnhut