It is strange, sometimes this past year sem to have been a dream in the twinkle of an eye. I´ve been to countrys around the world, seen cultures, met people from backgrounds and with stories so har to comprehend with my westernized mind. Now i can truely say i am a different person. Grown incredibly much in charakter, wisdom and faith in God as a lovening father. I finaly grasped the truth that everything comes down to relationship. With Him, with one another and with ourselves.It still is a journey, and daily challenges come and go but the experiences and things i´ve seen and lived through have left an impact on my soul too deep to ignore. Now i want to live out of this soil, and maybe someday i will comprehend what it means to die to ourselves daily. Life is simply not about me, my imediate comfort and satisfaction. It is not about me feeling good and living in my little bubble. When we come to understand to huge impact every life sacrificed out of love can have and has had in the past, this world would surely be a different place. I´ve come to realize, that the major problem of this generation is selfishness. Out of this bad soil everything hurtful and destroying, we see happening on the news daily, results. So learning to not be focused on myself constantly especially the things I do not have and who´s unfair to me and what´s going wrong around me. Instead, it is so healthy and good to be aware of the people around you and their needs and when i do think about myself then just with the mindset of what God, my Abba, sees in me. And i will see what good has happened to me that day, how many smiles i recieved and even better, gave away and how the warm morning sun tickeld my sking and the birds singing in perfect harmony from the masses of green treetops way above my reach. Sometimes it´s a pice of art i made and gave away or a song i heard that made me dance Sometimes it´s a small birdnest lying in my path, reminding me how well He provides shelter for those who choose to live dependent on Him.
